On Being Mindful

Oh man, my head is crammed with so many unwelcome visitors that I must be violating some ordinance.

—Hey, you!  Yeah you, listen man, you're gonna have to leave.  It's nothing personal; actually, it's way personal.

—Yeah, I know.  Yeah, I did, but...look man.  I wasn't thinking.  Yeah, OK, I know...I invited you.  I admit it...and the others, too...waddayou want"  I said it...I invited you.

—But, look here...it's my head.  It is my head.

—Oh, no, come on, man.  You.  Yo!  That's my art stuff you're messin with.  Damn, I was just starting a new gourd, and I can't even find a place to write
in peace.  It's messed up.  I'm done  with...all that trash talk and whining and plotting...you never give it a rest...I can't even sleep anymore, so gather up
your gear and your buddies and leave.

—What...invited you?  I know that...I know that, but look here, man, it's over.  Move on.

—You're trashing up my mind.  I'm done with this.

—Out.  Everyone, listen up.  Please leave.  Please leave, Now.

—Emily, Alice, hang on.  I want to talk to you, and look, here's Billy, it's cool.  LeClizio and Prevért are over there and listen, I just met Helen—she's got some sweet sci-fi on her.  We'll talk; it's all good.

—Sylvia, Sylvia, look, I'll give you a call; it's just not good right now...too much darkness.  Alice?  No, it's not the same thing...the girl is sweet, even in her despair there's light.  Come on, SP, you're special, but not right now.  Syl, please, I'll call.  Later then.  Don't change.  Yeah, I love you, but tell the others to piss off.

—I'm just gonna tidy up my mind a bit.  what a mess.

—Who's down for some chilled Merlot in a little while?

                                                 —Tony Cardoso
                                                     31 July 2008

Billy Collins
Sylvia Plath
Jaques Prevért
G. M. LeClezio
Alice Hoffman— Green Angel
Helen Klages—Portable Childhoods

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